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The Long and Winding Road to Publication

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There are just under three months to go until A Tiny Speck of Black and then Nothing, the novel I began over twenty years ago, will be published in the UK. I’ll be back in Britain for much of the summer and will be marking publication day with an event at Blackwell’s, Manchester on Thursday 23 July. I will be in conversation with Susan Barker, author of the highly acclaimed literary horror novel Old Soul among other brilliant books.

I still sometimes struggle to comprehend that I am in this position at all – preparing to speak at public events about a novel I’d once thought would never see the light of day. Tickets are available here. If you can make it to Manchester, I would love to see you at Blackwell’s!

As I wrote last month, I began writing A Tiny Speck of Black and then Nothing when I was in my early twenties and working as an English language teacher in Japan. After returning to the UK, aged 23, I initially moved back to the town where I grew up, took a part-time secretarial job that left me ample time to keep working on my novel, and began applying to university creative writing programmes.

Following an acceptance to UEA’s famous MA course, I packed the bag containing my laptop and the loose printed pages of my novel-in-progress with a great deal of nervous excitement. But my time at UEA, though wonderful in many ways, would turn out to be more emotionally difficult than I’d anticipated.

Halfway through the year, my father died. Losing him when I was still only in my mid-twenties, had a profound effect on me. Afterwards I never felt young in the same way again, and, looking back, I can see how the grief I felt transformed the way I wrote about loss in my book.

By the time I left UEA, I had a scrappy first draft. An extract published in that year’s course anthology attracted the interest of a couple of literary agents, but it didn’t lead to any formal offers of representation, much less to a publishing deal.

Still, I kept going, (mostly) firm in my belief that – although aspects of my novel still needed lots of work – I had a story worth telling. Eventually, a different agent took me on and, after revising the manuscript extensively with her, I steeled myself as it went out on mass submission to publishers. Some editors showed an interest in the book’s urban Japanese setting; my depictions of hostess bars; and the central storyline of an intense friendship between two young women, one of whom suddenly disappears. But, although I seemed to get close on a few occasions, it didn’t lead to a publishing contract.

By this stage, I had been living with A Tiny Speck of Black and then Nothing for a long time – around eight years in fact. Having already committed so much time and energy to the novel, it was very difficult to put it aside. Dejectedly, I did, though, to concentrate on other writing projects, including various collaborations with Emma Claire Sweeney, whose friendship – as I described in my March post – has been of the utmost importance to me.

In 2012, my mother died. I was 32, still relatively young to have lost both my parents. Again, as in the case of my dad’s passing, the long shadow cast by Mum’s death would go on to affect the ways in which I approached the theme of loss in my novel when I unexpectedly found myself returning to work on it some years into the future.

During the decade and more when A Tiny Speck of Black and then Nothing largely languished in a metaphorical bottom drawer, I occasionally dusted off the draft to enter it into competitions for unpublished writers. My novel had some success with the SI Leeds Literary Prize and Yeovil Literary Prize. Then in 2015, it made the shortlist for the influential Lucy Cavendish Fiction Prize. At that year’s prize ceremony, to which I took Emma as my guest, I was stunned to hear my name announced as the winner.

Being announced as the 2015 winner of the Lucy Cavendish Fiction Prize by Professor Janet Todd OBE
(Image courtesy of Lucy Cavendish College)

It is hard to overstate the impact of these small victories on my confidence at a time when my belief that A Tiny Speck of Black and then Nothing would ever be published was at an all-time low. These wins opened doors, offered unexpected opportunities and led to lasting friendships with fellow shortlistees and other people associated with the awards.

Such prizes also helped me to be taken more seriously when I was pitching proposals for my two nonfiction books, A Secret Sisterhood (cowritten with Emma Claire Sweeney) and Out of the Shadows, published in 2017 and 2021 respectively. Both were historical group biographies. I relished the research and writing of these works, but after Out of the Shadows came out I decided that I wanted to give fiction another go.

As the mother of two small children by then, my progress was slow and steady. But I had begun a new novel when, completely out of the blue, in early 2024, I received word from my agent that that an editor who’d read the manuscript of A Tiny Speck of Black and then Nothing some time ago was asking if it was still available.

In the years since she had begun representing me as a writer, my agent (whose commitment to this novel has been extraordinary) had continued to show my manuscript to editors from time to time. As before, some had shown an interest but nothing had ever worked out. So, although I was happy for this editor to take another look at the work, I didn’t hold out much hope.

You can imagine my amazement then when, two decades after I first began writing my novel, I found myself signing a publishing contract at last – and being faced with the somewhat daunting prospect of returning, in mid-life, to a book I originally conceived as a young woman.

The process of revising the manuscript for publication has been surprising, challenging and illuminating – and more than a little uncanny at times. There has also been pleasure in meeting the writer I once was on the page, and in the realisation that the passage of time has, in fact, enriched the story I am able to tell.

In May, I will explore what it’s like to come back to a creative work after a long break.  If you would like to make sure you receive this next monthly post, and others like it, you can sign up for my newsletter here.

A Tiny Speck of Black and then Nothing will be published by Manilla Press on 23 July 2026 and is available for pre-ordering now.

Tickets for my Blackwells, Manchester event with Susan Barker are available here.

In Exactly the Right Place at Exactly the Right Time

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At the start of 2003 – the year in which my forthcoming debut, A Tiny Speck of Black and then Nothing, is set – I was a young English language teacher working in Japanese high schools. I had arrived on the island of Shikoku two summers before, in late July 2001, bringing with me the secret desire to write – and publish – a novel.

The novice writer I once was (© Erica Crump)

I had recently graduated from university and the decision to spend some time living in Japan had seemed a natural one. My mother was Japanese and, although I wasn’t bilingual, I had grown up in a home steeped in Japanese traditions. Unusually for the northern England of the 1980s, for instance, our family never wore shoes indoors. Our regular meals might include tempura, tonkatsu, bowls of rice and miso soup. There were Japanese books on my parents’ shelves; hanging scrolls daubed with swirling kanji hanging from the walls.

When I applied for the job, I’d hoped to be offered a position in one of Japan’s urban centres: Tokyo, Kyoto or perhaps Osaka, the major city I’d get to know best and the place where my novel is set. I was initially disappointed to learn that I would be posted to Matsuyama, the comparatively small capital of Ehime Prefecture, located on the smallest of Japan’s four main islands.

The location, however, would turn out to be serendipitous. Quite apart from the fact that I would grow very fond of Matsuyama itself, I can now look back and feel that, on a personal level, it was exactly the right place for me to be at exactly the right time.

For one thing, I consider it a great stroke of luck that my arrival in Ehime Prefecture coincided with that of another young woman, Emma Claire Sweeney, who had been offered a similar job in a nearby town. Like me, Emma secretly hoped to write and publish a book some day and, although we initially said nothing to each other of our shared ambitions, we became firm friends very quickly.

We often travelled together – Emma at the wheel of the car while I sat in the passenger seat, paper map in hand, directing us inexpertly. At the parties we went to, we’d huddle together in the corner, talking nonstop between sips of Asahi beer. Still, we didn’t mention our shared interest in writing, but as the months passed our conversations frequently turned to books we’d been reading and the writers we each admired.

When in the summer of 2002 we finally ‘came out’ to each other as aspiring authors, it felt like such a relief. We both sensed immediately that we would be able to support each other practically and emotionally – that we could try to achieve our aims together.  

Although Emma left Japan, to continue travelling in Asia, shortly afterwards, our friendship only grew stronger.

US paperback cover (same book, different title)

After many years of critiquing each other’s manuscripts and even publishing a number of cowritten articles, we published a jointly-authored group biography, A Secret Sisterhood: The Hidden Friendships of Austen, Brontë, Eliot and Woolf, which explored historical literary collaborations.

In addition to my important friendship with Emma, the other gift my time in Matsuyama gave me was the luxury of solitude.

Prior to moving to Japan, I had always lived with other people. Now I rented a tiny studio apartment on my own and, although I never felt that I lacked for friends, including Emma, I seemed to spend great swathes of each week alone. I used to while away many hours reading books in favourite cafes, watching English-language films with Japanese subtitles rented on chunky video cassettes, or simply riding my bicycle around the streets of the city: passing roadside shrines; traditional noodle bars tucked behind curtained doorways; fashionable clothing boutiques, J-pop melodies trailing from their doors.

I would record my impressions of sights like these, and much more, in a series of  notebooks. Over time, I began jotting down snippets of fiction among these day-to-day scribblings. Eventually, I started writing my way into a version of the book that would eventually become my debut novel.

When my plane rose into the sky above Matsuyama in July 2003, at the start of my journey back to Britain, I could feel how much I’d changed from the person I was when I arrived two years before. I had a better understanding of the country in which my mother had grown up; I’d found a friend who shared the same writerly ambitions as me;  now that I had committed to the book I was writing, I even had an end goal:

I would finish my novel and try to find a publisher. It sounded simple when I put it like that. But, as I’ll explore here next month, these things would be much easier said than done.

A Tiny Speck of Black and then Nothing will be published in the UK on 23 July 2026 (US release date to follow) and is available for pre-ordering now.

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A Tiny Speck of Black and then Nothing – available for preorder!

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After a long hiatus, I’m so happy to be able to be able to announce that I have a new book coming out this year!

A Tiny Speck of Black and then Nothing – my debut novel – will be published by Manilla Press in July 2026.

Set in the Japanese city of Osaka in the early 2000s, it is the story of Anna, who teaches English to bored students by day; and Loll, who passes her nights working in the smoky atmosphere of the Moonglow hostess bar, where she pours men’s drinks, lights their cigarettes and laughs playfully at their jokes. Unlike Anna, who has come to Japan to learn more about her Japanese heritage, Loll seems to have no clear reason for being there and no easily discernible past. And so when she suddenly disappears, there are only the barest clues as to where she might have gone. But, desperate to find her friend, Anna refuses to give up. Soon she is thrown onto a trail that will take her into the darkest corners of the neon-choked metropolis – hidden, forbidden places from which those who know the city best warn her to stay away.

To readers of A Secret Sisterhood and Out of the Shadows, this may seem like something of a departure from my last two published works, which were both historical group biographies.

However, my novel doesn’t really feel like a departure to me. This is, in part, because I began work on it many years ago, meaning that its development overlapped with the period when I was researching and planning A Secret Sisterhood (coauthored with Emma Claire Sweeney). It’s also because, having already published my two nonfiction books by the time I began revising the novel ahead of this year’s release, the lessons I’d learned from those experiences fed into the way I approached redrafting the novel. Finally, being able to view all three complete texts now, I can see links between these books – shared concerns; repeated motifs – that were not apparent to me before.

I first began sketching out A Tiny Speck of Black and then Nothing well over two decades ago, when I was in my early twenties and living in Japan. I am in my mid-forties now (and living, for the time being, in the USA), which may give something of a sense of what a long and convoluted path this book has taken to publication!

While A Tiny Speck of Black and then Nothing is a work of fiction, it was influenced indirectly by the two years I spent working in Japan as a high school English teacher; my experience growing up in a British-Japanese household; and the family stories my mother used to tell me.

I’ll be sharing more about all of these things in the near future, but for now I’ll just leave you with the news that until this Friday only (20 February 2026) Waterstones has a 25%-off offer on preorders for the hardback.

As you might know, preorders are enormously helpful to authors because they let publishers and booksellers know ahead of publication that there is already reader interest in a book. If you are thinking about purchasing a copy anyway, I’d be very grateful if you would consider preordering one from Waterstones.

  • The offer runs only from 07.00 on Tuesday 17 February until 23.59 on Friday 20 February (UK, GMT)
  • Customers will need to enter the code “FEB26” at the checkout to redeem the offer to receive 25% off the RRP.
  • The offer will be exclusively available on the Waterstones website and the Waterstones app.

Being able to say that  A Tiny Speck of Black and then Nothing is going to be published, more than twenty years after I began it, still feels a bit unbelievable. For a long time, I had given up on the possibility of it ever seeing the light of day.

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This has all been a long time coming. I really look forward to sharing more about the twists and turns of this novel’s unlikely journey with you.

Out of the Shadows – out in paperback today!

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I’m so happy to be able to let you know that my group biography, Out of the Shadows: Six Visionary Victorian Women in Search of a Public Voice is now available in paperback. A lot has happened in my life since the hardback came out over a year ago – and just weeks before my son, Dylan, was born.

In addition to reviews in the Wall Street Journal, Times Literary Supplement, New York Journal of Books and others, the book was featured in an essay in the New Yorker. I was also asked to talk about the history of Spiritualism in an article in the New York Times and in episode five of BBC Radio 4’s Battersea Poltergeist podcast. Out of the Shadows was one of Bookmarks’ Best Reviewed Books of the Week. Extracts from the book appeared in Crime Reads, Literary Hub and UEA New Writing. These excerpts focused on Victoria Woodhull, America’s first female presidential candidate, and the Fox sisters, whose apparent abilities to contact the dead sparked a transatlantic séance craze.

I also wrote a few features of my own, which gave me the chance to talk about Georgina Weldon – whose Spiritualist beliefs nearly saw her confined to an asylum, but who went on to become a campaigner against archaic lunacy laws – and controversial ‘trance lecturer’ Emma Hardinge Britten, famed for her ‘Great Funeral Oration on Abraham Lincoln’, which was watched by a crowd of thousands. I’m now working on some pieces to tie in with the release of the paperback. I’ll add links to them on this page of the website once they’re published.

Getting back to the subject of Dylan, he and his sister, Lola, are doing well. At one and three years old respectively, they are more or less oblivious to all of the above, but perhaps one day they’ll be interested to hear that much of the research and writing of this book happened alongside my two pregnancies and their births – a subject I explored in a post for Women Writers, Women’s Books.

In other news, I returned to my academic post teaching writing at NYU London earlier this month. After a longer-than-expected break, taking in two stints of maternity leave and a pandemic-related absence from campus, I’m enjoying being back in the classroom again and having the chance to share the work of writers I admire with a new intake of students.

Finally, I want to say a huge thank you to everyone who bought a copy of Out of the Shadows, borrowed one from a library, helped spread the word on social media, in a blog or podcast, or by old-fashioned word of mouth. Your support has meant so much to me. I’m now hard at work on a new book and will be sharing updates on that in the months to come.

Out of the Shadows released in the UK today, plus an online book launch, features in Lit Hub, inclusion in their Best Reviewed Books of the Week, and more

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Out of the Shadows is released in the UK today, and is available from Waterstones, Blackwell’s, Amazon and elsewhere. I’m so happy that readers in my home country will now be able to read my book.

Seven-and-a-half months pregnant in this image of me all set up to talk with my editor Jennifer Alton.

Over the past week-and-half, since publication in North America, I’ve had the chance to talk about the lives of the Fox sisters, Emma Hardinge Britten, Victoria Woodhull and Georgina Weldon in an online book launch hosted by Brookline Booksmith and chaired by my editor at Counterpoint Press, Jennifer Alton. A recording of the event should be made available soon.

I also had a piece published in Literary Hub on some of the difficulties facing the biographer who works with the accounts of unreliable witnesses, and was delighted to be included in their Book Marks list of the Best Reviewed Books of the Week. Today, Literary Hub also published an extract from Out of the Shadows, which deals with the remarkable rise on Wall Street of Victoria Woodhull.

And in the UK today, the University of East Anglia’s New Writing site published a different extract, which focuses on the first mysterious knockings that launched the extraordinary careers of the Fox sisters, Kate, Maggie and Leah.

Another thing that has made me happy has been the opportunity to give interviews or write features for some of my favourite book blogs.

Books By Women published a piece by me about the experience of working on a book in tandem with two pregnancies: ‘On Writing and Early Motherhood’.

Pregnant (with my previous baby) in this image too – researching the lives of the Fox sisters at the site of their former home in Hydesville, Wayne County (NY).

I Stayed In with Linda Hill as part of her popular series on Linda’s Book Bag. This gave me the chance to share an image of myself ankle-deep in snow at the site of the Fox sisters’ former home, and to talk about my Great Aunt Jessie’s opera glasses.

I talked more about my research for Out of the Shadows in a Q&A on Deborah Kalb’s blog.

Jill’s Book Cafe included my ‘Five on Friday’ selections, featuring music that’s part of the soundtrack of my life, advice for my younger self, and things that few people know about me.

In addition to these pieces, I’m grateful to the many social media users who have been sharing images and thoughts on my book. Seeing these kinds of readers’ reactions to Out of the Shadows always makes my day.

Out of the Shadows – Out today! Plus an online launch and pieces in the Wall Street Journal, New York Times and Boston Globe

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I’m delighted to be able to say that my book, Out of the Shadows: Six Visionary Victorian Women in Search of a Public Voice is published by Counterpoint Press today in North America.

It was recently reviewed in the Wall Street Journal by Brandy Schillace, who praised its ‘tapestry of complex characters with conflicted motivations, woven together with the color of ghostly apparitions (and angry mobs)’. Last week, an interview of me talking to Books Editor Kate Tuttle about my research into unlikely Victorian superstars, the Fox sisters, Emma Hardinge Britten, Victoria Woodhull and Georgina Weldon, also featured in the Boston Globe. And today the book was reviewed by Christine Leigh Heyrman in the New York Times. 

If you’re based in the USA and would like to buy a copy, Out of the Shadows is available from, among others, Bookshop, Barnes & Noble, Amazon, or your favourite indie bookstore. Or you could request a copy at your local library.

If you live in Canada, it’s available at bookshops including Amazon, Indigo, or your favourite indie. Or, again, you could request a copy at your library.

The (slightly delayed) UK release date is 20 May, but it’s available for preorder from shops including Waterstones, Blackwell’s, Foyles and Amazon at present, with preorders soon to be available more widely in the UK too.

Out of the Shadows is also available as an e-book or audio-book, via your favourite reading or listening app.

Finally: although the current Covid-19 restrictions have stopped me from having an in-person launch here in London, I’m so happy to be able to celebrate the release of my book in an online event to which anyone interested – anywhere in the world – is invited. I’ll be in conversation with my wonderful editor, Jennifer Alton, in an event hosted by the independent bookshop Brookline Booksmith. It’s on Sunday 16 May, and the local time of the event, in the US, is 4pm EDT. For anyone like me who will be joining from the UK, that’s 9pm BST. Tickets are free, but you need to register, which you can do here. Wherever you are, I hope you can make it!

An exciting delivery: my copies of Out of the Shadows arrive, plus reviews in Kirkus, Booklist, Library Journal and BookPage

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A big box of author copies of my book Out of the Shadows: Six Visionary Victorian Women in Search of a Public Voice arrived this week – a great thrill for me, of course.

Other things that have been making me happy since I last posted here are a series of early reviews in the following publications: Kirkus, which called Out of the Shadows ‘A well-researched, fresh contribution to women’s history’; Booklist, which said, ‘This well-researched book offers insight into a unique niche of women’s history, and would be a worthy addition to most libraries’; Library Journal, which called the book ‘Brisk and entertaining’, and, most recently BookPage – a starred review by Anna Spydell that made my day with the following conclusion. ‘By the book’s end, it no longer matters whether you believe these six remarkable spirit mediums were hoaxes or not; you’ll certainly believe in them.’

There is now less than a month to go until my book is released, on both sides of the Atlantic. Out of the Shadows will be published on 11 May, 2021. It’s available for preorder in the USA and Canada, and currently partially available for preorder in the UK. It will be fully available in the UK soon.

Review in Publishers Weekly and Interview for The Battersea Poltergeist

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It’s now three months until my new book comes out in North America. Out of the Shadows: Six Visionary Victorian Women in Search of a Public Voice will be published by Counterpoint Press on 11 May, 2021, and it’s exciting for me that news about it is making its way into the world.

The last couple of weeks have brought two particular happy moments: an interview for the BBC and a first print review.

The review in Publishers Weekly (US) appears in the current edition, and was published earlier in an online version. PW found Out of the Shadows ‘persuasive’, ‘entertaining and informative’, and I was particularly delighted with their closing verdict: ‘Women’s history buffs will be enthralled.’

It was also a pleasure to be asked to talk a little about my research on the Fox sisters – who feature heavily in Out of the Shadows – in episode 5 of the hugely popular BBC Radio 4 / Bafflegab podcast The Battersea Poltergeist, available on the Radio 4 website, BBC Sounds and all major podcast streaming services. I’m looking forward to sharing much, much more about the lives of Kate, Maggie and Leah Fox – especially the dramatic prelude and aftermath to the episode I addressed in my interview – in my forthcoming book.

Out of the Shadows – coming in May 2021

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It’s been a very long time since I last wrote anything on here. Since my last post, a lot has happened, out in the world and closer to home. I’ve had a baby and written another book. Lola is a little over one year old now, and the book is in its final editing stages.

Out of the Shadows: Six Visionary Victorian Women in Search of a Public Voice will be published by Counterpoint Press in North America in May 2021. This, my second group biography – and my first written without a co-author – tells the stories of six enterprising nineteenth-century women whose apparent ability to contact the dead brought them astonishing levels of fame, fortune and political influence.

After the months and years I’ve spent researching and writing Out of the Shadows, it was a thrill to recently receive an Advance Reading Copy and to be able to hold my words between the cover in my hands.

I’m looking forward to sharing much more about my book in the months to come.