Out today: A Tiny Speck of Black and then Nothing

Book signing at London’s Goldsboro Books

It still feels surreal to me that the novel I began close to a quarter of a century ago is finally being published by Manilla Press today! It amazes me that I can now walk into a UK bookshop and pick up a hardback copy of A Tiny Speck of Black and then Nothing. The novel is also available as an ebook and audiobook, beautifully narrated by Jacqui Bardelang.

I’ve spent some very happy hours this week signing copies of my novel at Burley Fisher Books, Goldsboro Books and West End Lane Books in London ahead of today’s official release date. It was also a thrill to launch A Tiny Speck of Black and then Nothing into the world a couple of days early with a pre-publication event at Burley Fisher, chaired by my friend and Secret Sisterhood coauthor, Emma Claire Sweeney.

Since Emma has been a part of my novel’s strange and convoluted journey right from the beginning, when we were both young English language teachers in Japan, it felt particularly apt that she should be the one sitting there with me in that East London bookshop on Tuesday asking me questions about the book and its long and winding course to publication.

Emma’s engaging interviewing style kept us all entertained at my book launch

As I wrote in a previous newsletter, the two years I spent in Japan as a young woman – and meeting Emma in particular – marked both a personal turning point and the very start of my writing career. And so sitting there in a shop packed with family and friends that evening really felt like the culmination of a very long chapter in my life as well as a new beginning.

Other things I’ve been up to this week include recording an episode for one of my favourite podcasts, Lost Ladies of Lit, to air as part of their next season in September. It was such fun to chat with Kim Askew and Amy Helmes, and to share my passion for the 1950s domestic noir The Hours Before Dawn, which I count as a literary influence. I also took part in the July Bàrd Debuts night at Bàrd Books, at which I shared the stage with other debut novelists: Lorna Elcock, Karishma Jobanputra, Kim Willis, Phil Melanson and Stacey Yu.

Tonight I’ll be at Blackwell’s in Manchester, where I’ll be in conversation with Susan Barker, author of Old Soul. On Wednesday 29 July I’ll be heading further north for an event at Collected in Durham. I’ll be back in London for a talk at Woolwich Library on Thursday 6 August, co-presented by the JET Alumni Association. If you can make it to any of these events, it would be lovely to see you.

Like Tuesday’s discussion with my longtime friend and writing partner Emma, there is an element of things coming full circle with the Woolwich Library event in particular.

The two years I spent living and working in Japan in my twenties were organised by the JET Programme. If I had not applied for this scheme, I would not have met Emma; I would quite possibly never experienced living in the country in which my mother grew up; would most certainly never have written A Tiny Speck of Black and then Nothing. Perhaps I will have the chance to reflect on some of these things on 6 August in Woolwich. Either way, I am definitely looking forward to this event.

If you can’t make it to any of my live talks, but would be interested in finding out a bit more about A Tiny Speck of Black and then Nothing and the story behind it, you might want to take a look at this video conversation between me and the author and creative coach Rachel Connor. I’ll be sharing more news of video and audio content in my future newsletters, as well as getting back to the usual essay style of these postings next month.

For now, I’d like to take the opportunity to thank everyone who has supported my novel at different stages along the way. That includes all the individuals and organisations mentioned in this post, plus my literary agent Ariella Feiner and editor Zoe Yang who were in it for the long haul, my friends and family, and every single person who’s taken the time to buy a copy or spread the word about A Tiny Speck of Black and then Nothing. It may sound trite, but I mean it sincerely: your encouragement really has meant the world to me.

A Tiny Speck of Black and then Nothing is published by Manilla Press and is available as a hardback, ebook and audiobook. In the UK, copies are available from Blackwell’sWaterstonesBookshop.OrgAmazon or your favourite independent bookshop.

The US e-book, published by Open Road on 4 August, is available for pre-ordering from Barnes & Noble, Bookshop.OrgAmazon and independent bookstores. The US paperback will be released in November and will be available for pre-ordering soon. (The audiobook is already available in the US and Canada, as it is elsewhere.)

Tickets for these upcoming events are available at the following links: Blackwells, Manchester (Thursday 23 July), Collected in Durham (Wednesday 29 July) and ‘A Tiny Speck of Black and then a Conversation with Emily Midorikawa’ presented by Woolwich Library & JET AA in London (Thursday 6 August).

A Tiny Speck of Black and then Nothing was included in the Crib Notes Hot Mum Summer Reading List 2026.

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The Headspace to Dream: starting out as a writer in a world offline

For me at least, it’s hard to believe that A Tiny Speck of Black and then Nothing – the novel I began while I was living in Japan in the early 2000s – will be released by Manilla Press in a month’s time. You can preorder it now (as a hardback, ebook or audiobook), and even take an early peek by requesting a proof on NetGalley.

For North American readers, the ebook of the novel will be published by Open Road Integrated Media on 4 August and is also available for preordering now. Paperback and audiobook versions will follow.

If you’d like to hear me talking in person about A Tiny Speck of Black and then Nothing, it would be great to see you at one of my UK book tour events this summer. A date recently added is the Bàrd Debuts night at Bàrd Books in London on Wednesday 22 July, where I’ll be appearing with a group of exciting new authors. I’ll also be at Blackwell’s, Manchester on Thursday 23 July and Collected in Durham on Wednesday 29 July. I will be adding more dates to my Events page soon.

The North American cover

These public gatherings are a far cry indeed from the solitary headspace in which the first fragments of my novel began to emerge over two decades ago. When the characters and locations of A Tiny Speck of Black and then Nothing started to appear to me in flickering snapshots, I was a young English language teacher in my early twenties, living alone in a tiny studio flat in the Japanese city of Matsuyama.

To be clear, this wasn’t an isolated existence in any real sense of the word. My job teaching English in local high schools involved regular interactions with Japanese students and coworkers, and there were several other young expatriate teachers living within the same city. My flat was situated in a residential area. I could frequently hear conversations humming through the walls of neighbouring apartments; noise from the warehouse next door; traffic flowing along the road beyond. Nonetheless, looking back, it’s striking how alone I was there in comparison to how it would have been if I’d arrived at that address today.

In my flat, I had a landline telephone, a television, a radio. But making calls to family and friends in Britain was expensive, and, at least initially, there were few people in Japan that I could ring for a chat. My limited Japanese language meant I could make little sense of the TV. Speech on the radio, with no visuals to help, was even more mystifying. Typically for the era, I had no home internet connection. For part of my time in Matsuyama I did own a mobile phone, which I used for making calls and sending texts; that’s all. It had a colour camera, capable of capturing grainy, pixelated images, and seemed impossibly modern at the time. But it was definitely not a smartphone.

My location and living set-up differed in key ways from that of Anna, the protagonist of A Tiny Speck of Black and then Nothing. Anna lives in Osaka, a much bigger city than Matsuyama. Rather than living alone, she has a flatmate, the enigmatic Charlotte – better known as Loll – with whom Anna develops an intense friendship. On the other hand, the novel’s action takes place in roughly the same period that I lived in Japan, and Anna’s experiences – as a British-Japanese young woman uprooted to a culture she only partially knows – share some similarities with my own.

In A Tiny Speck of Black and then Nothing, Anna’s feelings of isolation contribute to the ease with which she falls so quickly under her glamorous flatmate’s spell. Loll is a nightclub hostess with a mysterious past, someone who – unlike the seemingly more cautious Anna – is reckless and impulsive, at least as far as first appearances go. When, part way through the novel, Loll disappears, Anna’s attempts to discover the fate of her friend are hindered by the many secrets Loll kept, which begin to unfurl as soon as she vanishes from view.

Although this was of course not apparent to me when I began drafting the book, the process of revising it over the past two years has highlighted the extent to which Anna’s efforts to find out what happened to her friend are impeded by the technology available to her at the time. When Loll goes missing, Anna struggles to quickly spread the word; to locate individuals who might be able to help in her search; even to find her way around Osaka in an era of often unreliable paper maps, written in a language she can barely read.

In a much lower-stakes way,  I encountered all of these kinds of issues during the two years I spent living in the Japan of the early aughts. But in my case, such limitations provided not painful restrictions but rather important opportunities to begin to hone my craft.

With no access to an endless library of on-line content, no opportunities for endless phone scrolling, I filled the many hours I spent alone in my flat listening to music on CDs, cooking whatever I felt like eating, watching English-language films on video cassettes; mixing cocktails for one and feeling decadent about it; reading voraciously and daydreaming.

What I read, in the main, were translated novels by Japanese authors – mostly contemporary figures. My Japanese mum – who, unlike Anna’s absent mother, was very much a part of my life –  had previously introduced me to several Japanese works of the Heian period (Murasaki Shikibu’s The Tale of Genji and Sei Shōnagon’s The Pillow Book, for instance). But, prior to arriving in Japan as a young graduate, I’d known very little about modern Japanese fiction. It’s strange to recall that there was a time when British bookshops were not full of Japanese books catering to all manner of tastes from the milieux of the most gruesome thrillers to that of cosy cafés and wandering cats.

Travelling, and dreaming, as an apprentice writer in the early 2000s. (Note: this wasn’t my studio flat!)

It was thrilling to discover a whole new world of books and to have seemingly endless time to explore them.

As to what I used to daydream about, there were so many things: the future; the past; a lot about love; and my hopes of becoming a better writer. As time went on, though, I found myself dreaming more and more about the hazy, half-formed Osaka setting of my novel-in-embryo. And eventually I would take those dreams and begin, hesitantly, to type sentences on a laptop – one that functioned as little more than an old-fashioned word processor, and which, like so many aspects of my life back then, felt pleasingly disconnected from the rest of the world.

A Tiny Speck of Black and then Nothing will be published as a hardback, ebook and audiobook by Manilla Press on 23 July. UK copies are available for pre-ordering from Blackwell’s, Waterstones, Bookshop.Org, Amazon, or your favourite independent bookshop.

The US e-book, published by Open Road on 4 August, is available for pre-ordering from Barnes & Noble, Bookshop.Org, Amazon and independent bookstores. The audiobook will be available everywhere (including the US and Canada) from 23 July. The US paperback will be released in November and will be available for pre-ordering soon.

Tickets for these upcoming events are available at the following links: Bàrd Debuts at Bàrd Books (Wednesday 22 July), Blackwells, Manchester (Thursday 23 July) and Collected in Durham (Wednesday 29 July).

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